1.15am now.
cool.
back frm SCH rehearsal.
im so dead.
haix.
i feel very lousy now.
haix.
i dunwan to be the first person anymore.
i'd surely screw things up.
i kept tripping on that co uniform.
the dress is super long.
haix.
and i really have problems walking.
gosh.
it wasnt my first time at SCH, but td, it felt like it was.
like i was totally unfamiliar to the place.
demmit.
haix.
not only did i screw up my entry onto the stage, i also screwed up the 2 pieces.
haix.
yoga was directly below the stage and i was too paranoid abt playing the wrong stuffs.
all was so wrong.
this is only a rehearsal, excuse me.
imagine wad can happen when the real thing comes.
haix.
it's really freaking scary.
im not up to it.
i get nervous very easily.
omg, go to hell.
maybe i can sit at the 3rd place.
i'd be better there.
haix.
wad a damned day.
omg.
haixxx.
bottomline is, i screwed up everything.
im scared.
im stressed.
im worried.
im paranoid.

I HAVE 3 MORE WEEKS.