constantly, w/o fail, for the past 6 mths.
1/2 a yr, pls dun tell me it has been this long.
how heartbreaking it is, to know, that for 1/2 a yr, nth's changed the least bit.
pls dun tell me it's true, coz i dun wan to admit and i dun want to give in.
im not such a girl, not a girl who wld hold onto smth which does not and never will belong to her, for 6 mths.
it's painful to know... to realise.. it's impossible.
im stuck at where i last left.
i cant move on.
everyday, the hurt comes back.
it's trapped within me, pushing against my skin, dying to be released.
i want to cry, so badly. but my tears have run dry. im tired of seeing my eyes blur.
i know im stupid to bring up all these in my blog, like im trying to gain symphathy.
but that's not my intention.
and that's why i dun talk abt this very often in front of my friends.
but how i wish i can tell someone, how i really feel
coz im bursting inside.
i wish that someone will tell me wad to do, the correct things to do.
pull me away frm the wrong track.

i put on my mask, and carefully conceals the pain.
u wun see it and u wun noe.
u dun even care.

becoz in real life, we've nv been friends