a new blog. whee.
i have absolutely nth to do online.
haix.
kinda sick of my previous blog's link i guess,
and i grew tired of the layout,
so i deleted the whole blog.
dumbo.
i have a new link now.
cool eh.
nnlee.
sheesh.

no tag too. guess it's useless.

anyways, alotta things happened.
awww, missed out the great stuffs.
oh well...
hmm...
co camp going on, and im at home.
surprise surprise.
i cant stay overnight, honest.
but at least im intending to attend ALL the practices k.
haix. say wad they wanna say abt me, just dun give me those looks.
i guess im too tired to care abt such things.
i have other disturbing stuffs on my mind.
i go for the practices, i give in my best.
i give in everything for the syf,
and then, im outta aico.

haix. wad a holiday.
but thank goodness the detestable phy practical is over.
it wasn half as bad as i expected it wld be,
but i'll still continue to hate phy practical.
chem practical on wed will be peanuts =P
it's just titration, how bad can it go?

had lunch @ kfc td.
see inn was so pissed, at wad, i dunno. lolx.
on the way back...
penny: why is it that after so long, you're still like this?
nn: i dunno.
yea. i reali dunno. perhaps it's really ridiculous. maybe i exaggerated everything.
many times i really wished for it to end, but no matter how hard i try, it just keeps returning.
when i see the tinted hair and the glittering smile in my mind, i still feel that way, and i'd know i've failed to forget.
it gets me down, really.
i can be high up on cloud 9 one moment, and then fall deep into the valleys the next.

haha, go ahead, laugh at me. laugh at me for being such an idiot. i wish i can laugh at myself too. if laughing at myself will make me realise reality, then i will do it.

today is yet another day i got myself down.
nth happened actually.
it was only me who broke my own heart, right.

all these are only temporary i swear.
perhaps i'll be knocked out of my dream after a few mths. =)
and i wun be the unfamiliar nn i am now.
whooo.

i dun feel like doing anth..
im staying hme tmr.
sigh.

my father's not hme yet.
haix.