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heavy eyelids.
i need sleep.

no cca.
have more time.

i din listen to the tcher during a maths td.
din pay attention to any single concept he taught td.
only copied the notes.
coz i gave up
and busied myself doing the past yr papers.
he gave hw.
i tried doing it jus now.
and tada, i finished everything.
i know every single qn, and w/o difficulty.
walau, damn cool leh.
maybe i shld stop paying attention to him in class.
i used to pay attention
and when it came to hw,
i dunno how to do a lot, a lot of the qns.
and td, when i din even listen to a single word he said,
i actually knew how to do everything w/o swearing at a maths.
arghh.

tmr's wed.
got blardy cde.
waste my time then got.
i hate the stupid tcher.
she treats us like PRIMARY SCH KIDS.
demmit!

tmr's another long day.
until 2pm.
im always looking forward to after sch.
sigh.
always waiting for the last bell to ring.
10 mins to 2.
5 mins to 2.
3 mins to 2.
5, 4, 3, 2, 1...
YAYS! SCH'S OVER!!
QUICK LAH TCHER, RELEASE US LAH!
these were wad i've always been tinking.
sheesh.
and if the tcher doesn release us on time,
i'd start swearing.
haix.
wad a student eh.
stupid.

well, becoz there's no more motivation already.
i hate going to sch.
i hate going to sch.
going to sch's like going on a suicide mission for me.
it's that bad.
every morning, the immediate moment when i wake up,
i'd hope i can go back to sleep and skip sch.
every morning like this, w/o fail.
even im surprised at myself.
the attitude of going to sch.
i wonder when i've started to develop such a negative attitude towards sch.
sheeesh.
i was nv like this in the past.
nv like this.
it has become meaningless.
very meaningless, w/o u.

ahem. im not supposed to get myself reminded.
stupid.
oh well, i wonder when the hell am i going to clear well being day.
arghh.
when term 3 starts lah.
wadever.
dun bug me with the stupid run thing already.


eeeeks!
forgot to mention smth.
photo - taking on thurs!
blardy hell!
i hate to take class photos.
arghh!!!
becoz i always end up looking weird in them.
demmit.
nvm nvm.
it's a small thing.
who cares.
definitely not me. right?!!
heh heh heh!!!!!