[jay]walker*

im suffering from self denial

i just hate myself so much
hate
hate
hate

if only i can be a better person
if only i can...

i dun like any single part of my life.
why am i like this?!

sudden melancholy eats into me

take me away then.

i sound so... disgusting right.
like im trying so so so hard to gain symphathy
im sorry if i made u felt that way
coz it wasn on my agenda when i blogged this entry.

ah, now wad?!
im going crazy
typing crazy stuffs?!!

to prevent furthur irritations,
i shall go.
go
go.


im a lousy, lousy person.