[jay]walker*

yays!
im online now.
when i shouldn be
sigh.

i'll be quick.
oh wells, just about an hr ago, i went hysterical over chem paper.
it was terrible.
but then again, i managed to do the paper after more trying.
ah.
i cant screw up chem!
omg...
saddened.
cant afford to do badly for chem.
cant.
cant.

i dunno how badly/well i did.
can u believe this?
that i did the paper and actually dunno how i did?
sighs.

so depressed.

i know!
the first few qns of the paper were tough
it was meant to demoralise us. (ok, maybe only me)
and i really got distressed.
the setter diao lor.
planned it this way.
argh.
hai.
if i din freak out so much,
if i din got so damn f*ing nervous,
then everything could've been better.
damn!

i was damn nervous during e maths as well.
when i lifted my head to look at the clock
everything was blurred.
ah
hate this.

and now, i know how to draw the ozone structure thing!
i was bathing just now when i sudd thought of it.
i came out and immediately drew out wad i thought.
i shldve drawn that during the paper!
but i was busying getting myself all nervous instead of trying to stay calm and think.
nervousness does kill u know.
ah!
so angry at myself now.
argh.


i shld just stop talking shit here and go revise geo.
omg.

and i tink im giving up a maths, at least for tmr.
geo is more important.
ah.
i dunno.
not that i din revise a maths beforehand ok.
just that, im not going to touch a lot of a maths td.
ah.
wad am i talking abt?!

a maths is so tough