take me away --

so ya :)
mon was labour day. public holiday.
went down to macritchie.
i thought no other schools would be there
but all of them went down except for hc.
so weird
anyways.
the moment i stepped into macritchie
i saw RAY!
oh oh oh. happy :)
we followed him to the toilet.
haha
but he was sooo slow we had to go off even before he came out :(
anyways
i tried k2 so no lapping for me.
no lapping = no ray :(
but i had fun capsizing :)
im not afraid to capsize now
which is a good thing
becos i wun be nervous in the boat and that means i'll be more stable :)
i want to try k with charmaine!
tried once with her
and that time i was the one who's nervous and everything.
but now, im not scared of capsizing anymore so i'll be less nervous. HEEHEE

wed training.
RAY!
i din expect to see him there becos he usually doesnt train on weds.
haha
pull ups was the best :)
MUSCLES! HAHA
i mean. him la. not me.

training ended super late.
i was supposed to study for my bio test when i got home
but guess wad i fell asleep while studying.
TWICE.
study, fell asleep. woke up, tried to study, but fell asleep again.
grrrrrr.
sooo tired.
i think this week's the worst so far :(

was supposed to go back to ai to collect cert
but tanwennan had his sa band concert!
holy and yq went back though, and they said the sch was damn empty.
MIDYEARS. yep, we shouldve known. haha
here's our plan. we're gonna go np look for holy next tue and then have our lunch there. after which, we're gonna go back to ai to collect our certs.
hmmpff. im not very sure. would their mid years have ended by then?

anyways, just now i was at cold storage with jas.
i was queueing up for some stuff and i couldn help but listen to wad the 2 sec sch girls behind me were saying.
they were talking abt (none other than) their mid years.
smth about "dun care la. a maths over already"
and "i next mon got bio ah!"
and sudd i remembered, i used to complain about all these last year this time!
now i realised that exam periods can be quite fun. u take the paper and then go home early.
oh well.
could still remember i used to go chong pang after almost every paper with jas. we'd buy food home.
how nice.
i really miss those days.
now im like very drained everyday
i've never been like that before.
i suddenly realise im very dependent on sleep.
i have to sleep a lot a lot a lot :(

im so tired.
im supposed to sleep very early tonite.

i just blog hopped.
and read one blog.
sometimes we shouldn judge people too quickly.
we shouldn decide how someone is like just by the things they do and the way they do things.
perhaps inside of them they feel much pain
maybe that's why...
grrr... i feel so sad now.
it's like some people may look fine and well and strong
but deep inside, the part where others do not see, the pain is tearing them apart.
and the toughest part is that they choose to hide it from others :(

oh well. i bought kinder bueno just now!
the last time i ate that was when i was in pri sch i think. haha
it brings back a lot of memories.