sometimes i really wonder why i do things.

and im sick of being sick.


i missed an hour of math lecture.
and going up on stage with my teammates.
and team lunch ):

wad a nice fri and yet i missed it.
and im sick of being sick.

im just upset about yesterday and today and probably tomorrow.
or maybe every other day in the future will be bad.
it sucks to feel so pessimistic about everything right?
sometimes im just tired of trying and holding on
when time and time again, all i get are disappointments.
why, it really seems unfair.


the stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?