take me away --

i am damn angry now.
my brother used the computer this afternoon (without my permission)
and did dunno what shit to it.
now it has a damn weird shade of colour.
and burnt* is in weird colours! not nice anymore. it used to be so red and cute. now because of the weird colour, it's all damn weird.
superrrrr angry.
why does he have to be so so so irritating?
why cant he just go away.
piece of shit. good for nothing.
))):
i am damn upset now.
dont feel like going to sch tmr.
irritating.

ok nevermind.
only 6 ppl were able to go down to mac today.
girls plus guys yes.
my 2nd time rowing in k2 with joanne.
like the first time, we didnt cap.
and training was fun! (:
should push harder to make it more painful.
so that we can improve.
anyway i had the best lap ever (:
because this SCF k1 guy was in front of us at around the 1k mark
so i asked joanne to take him.
hahaha
then it all started.
chase and chase and chase.
we did 3 or 4 hard 10s i think.
many times we really almost caught up.
but didnt ):
cos i think maybe we got excited and then lose balance.
so we had to tap tap tap water.
aiya. it was damn close ):
stupidshit.
we were cheering and shouting. (not very loud of course but i secretly wanted to SCREAM ready for hard 10! take him! kill him!)
it was damn exciting (:
so close yet we didnt caught up.
then towards the finishing mark, this hc t1 stopped before the red buoy so we had to slow down.
arghh. joanne was damn pissed after that. hahaha
i think that lap was the best (:
ok maybe one of the best.
cut timing by quite a lot.
haha we need competition and motivation!
for 1k we just chased him. hahaha
it was adrenaline!
ah exciting. and throughout we just wanted to take him.
didnt die out.
how nice! oh my.
i feel damn excited now.
and all the time we were DAMN close.
maybe he was deliberate!
arghhh.
he didnt want to let us take him.
HRUUMMMPHH.
next time if i ever get to see that k1 again
i will kill myself to take him.
horribleshit.
XD

i really dont feel like going to sch tmr.
but tong will be alone if i dont!
stupidshit.
she is such a burden. HAHAHA

but i think i love her. HAHAHA

i screwed up math test. i know i am the only one.

i wanna hold you
my skies are turning black
feels like an heart attack
and i'd do anything you ask
i wanna hold you bad

mcfly is damn cute (: