take me away --

time check. 2.05am now.
i am damn angry because
number one: i am still not in bed
number two: i couldnt listen to mcfly because my com will screw up after a while.
number three: i just killed all my brain cells doing WR
number four: i am going to die tmr cos i'd be damndamndamn tired
number five: i am borribly hungry now
muber six: i am starting to get serious muscle aches only now

ARGH!

so messy! and i am madmadmad!
i dont know why but i think i am really retarded because today in sch everyone was complaining about muscle aches after yesterday's training but i thought i was quite alright. i wasnt aching very badly then.
but now. NOW.
i am aching!
my forearms are like tearing apart.
and my biceps/triceps wadever you call that.
i am so angry!
i am not retarded!
but why am i aching only NOW! when all of them had started aching in sch.
this is terribly weird.

i never fail to amaze myself with all the weird things i say when i am tired. HMMMM.


and if you wish hard enough for something to happen, what at first might have seemed impossible may still happen afterall. because what is everything if it is without you?

wow. i always amaze myself with all the weird things i say when i am tired.

i dont want to cry anymore. i just want to say goodbye. at least it's nice to see you're still doing fine.
BYE.