jones.

hmm. it's late now!
and i go crazy if im tired!

i thought it was something new
to discover you
something about you is special
you have a way to set my world into a crazy swirl
and i always fail to answer
the simple question
that i always ask myself so many times over and over
but i didnt know
that you'd be gone
and i didnt know
that i wouldnt be able to let go
you werent even mine to start with
we have nothing together at all
all i can do is to imagine
all i ever did was dream
if only you'd be by my side
to catch me when i fall
but everything ended just like how it was before
it was only a bet i made with my life
and i guess ive lost
pictures of you i cant seem to forget
and oh how i regret
letting myself fall into this wreck
and now i dont know how to end
it's hard even to start as your friend.


i ate too much today
2 slices of gardenia raisin bread in the morning, meesua from shilin, icecream from mcdonalds, bread from fourleaves and sweettalk.
damn shit ):
so i decided to skip dinner.
but ended up eating 4 bananas.
OMG. what is so wrong with me?
last week it's like i lost all appetite or something because i didnt feeling like eating anything for the entire week.
even after training i'd still feel sick about eating.
but this week... omg. ive been eating a lot since mon.
4 bananas?!!
shrugs man. i really dont know what's wrong with me.

im still aching from mon's gym.
this is too weird.

tmr's thursday!! (((:


she can be a supermodel on every magazine cover
she'll never ever mean a thing to me.
she'll never ever take my heart away.

i guess you'll just have to love jesse mccartney! (:


hmm. too much of danneh and jesse mccartney.
too much of you tube.
but just ONE MORE mcfly interview please.
then i can laugh til my insides hurt and i can go to sleep (: