i think ive been too tired for the past 2 weeks!
and everything is in a mess.

i almost wanted to cab home from school today.
saw louis and karin on the way to the train station
and louis asked me to have fun with my headache.
somebody will have to kill him soon, seriously. haha

when i got home i slept at around 12 noon and only woke up at 6pm.
and im still feeling like drowsy.
maybe i slept too much.


and i was such a loser!
after i got off the train i went to buy bread
cos i figured out i felt like puking because i was too hungry.
didnt eat anything at all in the morning.
so i was carrying my dboat sponge, dboat paddle and ugly shoebag.
i was having such a hard time trying to hold the bread tray properly.
and the throbbing in my head didnt help at all.
plus the bread shop was so squeezy.
i mustve looked totally stupid with all the "SORRYs", "EXCUSE MEs" and occasional "SHITs".
:(
i hope the government makes everyone carry a dboat paddle
so that they will learn that it's RUDE TO STARE.

i realise im always rushing.
and think it's very bad for the heart. haha
like this morning im supposed to wake up at 615 and make it to the train station at 705
but i was lazy so i lazed in my bed until 630 when i finally got out of bed.
from 630 to 705 i:
bathed (and washed my hair)
packed my bag
went back into the toilet to shit because i had a stomachache
ran to the train station

all these in 35 mins.
even going to school on weekdays are like that
have to rush like mad.
the only day i dont have to rush is sunday.
ARGH.

and right now everything is in a mess
and i really mean everything.
i have no mood to do anything at all.
but first, i have to do something to all my notes (which are all over the place)
and tutorials.
basically CATCH UP ON MY WORK!

okay. yesterday was the release of a level results.
everyone was nervous/excited.
and for a moment i wished i took chinese last year too.
because i wanted to feel excited like everyone else too.
haha
it must have been thousand times more exciting for the j3s.

arts night was good! :)
especially alphonso!
anyway, can i have the posters they put up on the wall?
haha




fix me.