i dropped my phone on the train today!
just after 2 weeks!
omg i am freaking angry! ):


i believe in doing things on an impulse.
i think i used be more impulsive in the past
and i want to be like before.
why am i so careful now?
why am i thinking so much now?
why am i dragging and wasting time?
i just need to be impulsive.
all i need now is that IMPULSE.

maybe it's because im getting old!
i want to be abrupt and impulsive.
life just seems more exciting like that.


this morning i spent a little more time than i should in the toilet trying to ease my stomach.
(to put it more crudely: SHIT)
so i ended up rushing like mad.
i was only left with 10 minutes to walk to school from the station.
so basically i FLEW.
and i thought it was damn exciting.
to race against time.
last year i fly to school like everyday
but it's different now.
i dont do that on weekdays anymore.
just find it tiring and crazy.
but i realised that im less lazy on weekends! (:
i like to rush for time.

waiting for that sudden impulse.
to put things right.