SAKAE SUSHI :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE AND RUIYANNNNN!!
anyway i only ate 8 plates!
cos they dont have buffet on weekends dammmmnit.
if not i can go up to 20! 30! 40! plates plus udon plus strawberry kisses plus plus plus fruits!
HAHAHA just kidding.
i was so so so hungry until i became damn high.
there was this once i shouted I WANT SOBA! to one of the waitresses who walked past our table.
hahahaha i didnt think it'd come out as a shout.
i just wanted to tell charmaine to help me order from the waitress.
WELLWELLWELL come to think about it now it was so EMBARRASSING!
seriously i have to go for another round of sakae sushi and the next time it will be BUFFETBUFFETBUFFET! :)

i just went to the team blog and yes samme thanks for reminding me!
4 MORE WEEKS!
just a few days back i was still feeling very upset over all the shitty k4 trainings.
cos all along i thought shaun was ONLY TRYING OUT k4 which means at the end of the day at national schools, i will still be in a k2 with DEAR JOANNE.
i guess i shouldve started switching my mindset long ago that
YES I AM DOING K4 FOR NATIONAL SCHOOLS.
WELLWELLWELL.
and then just last night i finally figured out that YES SHAUN IS PUTTING RY, SAMME, JOANNE AND ME IN K4.
honestly i was very upset!
completing a 500m sprint BEAUTIFULLY in a k4 just seemed like a loong loong way to me.
but i told myself i should pick myself up NOWNOWNOW.
because whether i like it or not I AM DOING K4 FOR NATIONAL SCHOOLS.
and so instead of feeling upset and all i should MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT!
yup but actually honestly, i still really really prefer k2.
the last time i sat in a K2 was that day when we did 12 times 500m sprints and i felt that it was good for me and joanne! the feeling of giving everything during the sprints... the terrible ache in my forearm after every set... were all better than how i felt when we do k4.
it's different cos after every k4 session i feel fresh (maybe only a bit tired from all the swimming).
i cant do what i do in a k2 when im in a k4.
because i just cant do what i want to do when im in k4. we'll just end up in the water.
but i know i know i know WE JUST NEED TIMETIMETIME.
WE JUST NEED TO GET USED TO THE BOAT.
but we only have 4 weeks left.
ARGHHHH.
and cos i still want to show this particular k2 from XJC who's BOSS at national schools.
(HAHAHA)

BUT NOW I AM GOING TO MAKE THE MOST OUT OF EVERYTHING!
i will stop all my nonsense in k4!
and start thinking the way i should!
NO SUCH THING AS SWIMMING AND WAITING TO SAY HELLO TO THE MONITOR LIZARD/CROCODILE IN MACRITCHIE WATER ANYMOREEE!
(omg i am seriously damndamndamn scared of meeting our good friend)

K4 tomorrow and i have a feeling we are all going to feel DAMN GOOD after it :)
i think i will have the power to magic the tilts away
and we are all going to feel DAMN COMFORTABLE in the boat!
and all the other k4s from other schools can just GO HOMEHOMEHOME :) :) :)

psychoing yourself REALLY HELPS :) it's the first step to everything good :)

yesyesyes! i cant wait for k4 tomorrow!

I HAVE 4 MORE WEEKS.
WATCHWATCHWATCH!