i cant believe what a lazy ass i actually am.
like today i was supposed to go to tong's and spend the afternoon laughing at stupid stuff we used to write to each other and louis.
but, you guessed it right, im still at home now.
i just dont want to travel today. haha
seems like i woke up on the wrong side of my bed this morning cos unlike yesterday, i was in quite a foul mood today.
it just feels like i havent been doing much this holidays!
i feel so unfulfilled and aimless and unaccomplished!
it's really no good to spend 5 days a week going to work. money doesnt seem good enough to make up for all the time ive wasted and couldve otherwise been spent on doing more meaningful and fulfilling stuff. hruumpphh.
so i dont even know what i want anymore.

i didnt do anything much the whole morning except read the latest issue of TIME and HP and the prisoner of azkaban. overall it was a very quiet way to spend the morning.
saturdays are the only time i get be with myself.
okay sounds weird but im sure everyone needs time to themselves right.

alright i was actually planning to comb my area for trustworthy recycle bins which are really for recycling paper and not for people to dump their rubbish, so that i can recycle all my papers before going down to the woodlands library.

but tong just called and, like everytime, she managed to convince me, to get my lazy bum out of my house to hers.
and she has a huge paper recycling bin at her voiddeck so that's good.

im very tempted to sign off the gossip girl way, you know, just to be funny:
you know you love me, xoxo, gossip girl.

but it's really gross.
i have to read the book cos im in love with nathaniel archibald!