people do change. you, me, and everyone else.
things have become really different, now tell me im not the only one who has realised this.
or maybe some people just refuse to recognise the changes.
they make do with leaving it hanging or putting it away at the back of their heads.

i cant help but think that ive become a terrible perfectionist, and it's making life very difficult for me.
i always want to get to the bottom of everything and make sure that every single freaking thing is in order. i want every aspect of my life to be under my control. anything that goes a tiny weeny bit wrong at any stage bothers me so much i wonder what the hell is wrong with me.
so what if things do not go the way i want them to? it's not exactly a big deal.