i think the whole of last week was HORRIBLE.
cos i didnt have enough sleep.
and it's such a terrible feeling to feel tired ALL THE TIME!
i ended up losing my temper at my dad yesterday, which i now feel very remorseful about DAMN IT.

i dont think the (damn) office needs my help anymore.
my manager told me she's like damn busy and really really needs my help
so being the helpful me, i told her i'll only stay on if she "really really needs help".
but now it certainly doesnt seem like the case to me.
and it's irritating the hell out of me.
i hate going to her all the time to ask for something to do.
sometimes she's so busy she just ask me to wait.

if things carry on like this, im going to QUIT YOU KNOW.
such a waste of my time.
what's the point of increasing my pay rate if you dont really have anything for me to do!
it's such a torture for me HEHHAHAHEEHHEEH.
i dont want to bore myself to death.
and anyway i dont want to be stuck in this office for the whole of my holiday.
i want to go out and see the world :)

okay i actually have things to do now
but im so sick of it already.




IT'S TIME TO PARTY!