so the 2nd half of last week had been rough for me.
i was frustrated with everything. with all the ibm and sociology notes that i need to read, with things happening at home but mostly i was frustrated with myself. i was fidgety and couldnt watch an hour's tv programme without getting scolded by my father for shaking my leg. not that i dont know how awful it is for a girl to shake legs but i swear i didnt even know i was doing it. i dont usually fidget that much but those few days i really felt like a frenzied housefly.
it mustve been PMS! but havent we learnt that we should not always blame everything on PMS?
but it's SCARY to have PMS. feelings get out of control. after that when you look at it you dont understand why you felt like that. sometimes i dont even understand the things i did. i must sound like a total loser, to be so affected by PMS like that!
but it's true when they say that when you reach rock bottom the only way you can go is up.
2 more papers over the next 3 days. 3 days sure feel like they will be over in a flash but weirdly i feel otherwise. ha but friday will definitely come!
but dont get me wrong. i dont feel tortured by the prelims! you would think that being 20 and undergraduates at that, we should all be matured enough to take things as they come and not complain so much. complaining and groaning about the prelims (and it's not even the real exams) seem like a very secondary and junior college thing to do. so i will complain no more!
so, until friday, i wont be doing anything more exciting than reading my notes. i know i know, i would most probably end up watching more tv than i usually would. durps!