[jay]walker*

yikes.
i tink my mother is very very very pissed at me now
harharhar.

hai.
im tired
but i shant sleep so early tonight.
gonna slack big time in sch tmr noe.
so it doesn matter even if i sleep late tonight.
i dunno why we have to go to sch tmr.
walau.
waste time only lor.
i have a feeling that LOADS of ppl will skip sch tmr.
coz i tot of skipping it myself.
but u noe, being a sensible and obedient girl,
i did away with that thought.
argh.
sometimes i wish i could be more rebellious.
im too tired from being such a good student all the time.

suddenly, im missing the seniors who have graduated.
hmmm
could still remember last year's national day, when all the seniors were still around.
it's always good to noe u have seniors in the sch.
but now im senior
and it seems like.
oh well, it just doesn feel as good.

ok, anyways, im looking forward to tmr.
it's a day of slacking in sch!
the classrooms wun be opened.
for once, i wun have to look at books in sch
diao.
im gonna be spectator for a day tmr!
watch other ppl play games.
wth.
aight, still it's better than studying.
hai.
wts am i talking abt.
argh
dun get me wrong
i dun hate books that much.
ah!


oh yes.
i dyed my hair
but boo! there's no colour change
ah!
ok, maybe a bit.
i took some frm my mother while she was dying her hair.
the colour is... natural brown.
it's a very DARK shade of brown
so it's not very visible.
and i only dyed a small part of my hair.
well, if u look closely enough,
u might see some colour.
i can still smell the dye.
it has been 2 days already
it's that strong
heh.
oh ya, my mother said the colour will get lighter and lighter.
whoo.
it better get lighter FAST.

aiyer.
i wanna dye my hair... copper brown
ah.
i dunno.
lol.



there seems to be smth making me dread going to sch tmr.
i wonder wad it is.




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i've learnt to be bolder.
i've learnt to be stronger.
alot of things doesn make me cry anymore.

u made me understand a hell lot of things.
maybe after all the hurt, i shld say thank you.