[jay]walker*

just like wad i've expected,
i screwed up my orals.
the tchers sucked.
both of them kicked at my table.
whether accidentally or intentionally i dun noe.
one of them din even bothered to apologise to me
like, wtf lor.
ok, so they tink they're tchers and that they're the most wonderful creatures in the entire world izzit.
while i was waiting, i tot they were pretty nice, coz frm far, they looked friendly enough
but yea, i only understood wad is the true meaning of u cant judge a book by its cover td.
while i was preparing, i was rather calm.
and i tot my picture discussion was smooth.
so i tot i wun allow myself to screw up this oral.

but wth, argh.
the tchers were expressionless and emotionless throughout the whole time.
like they rule the world.
i wonder are they even human!
this fat ass tcher on my left din even twitch the tiniest bit at all.
she just folded her arms and stared at u.
i wished i could just gorge her eyes out, make her blind.
U GUYS MIGHT THINK IT'S NTH AT ALL.
AND THAT TCHERS ARE NATURALLY STERN
BUT WAIT TILL U GET THIS KIND OF EXAMINER URSELF.
it's totally blood boiling.
i've nv get so freaked out before.
im taken aback. im overwhelmed.
i just dun understand how can tchers be so darn.. mean!

not just that. tat fat ass one even rolled her eyes at one of the pts i made.
ok, how believable is that?!
and excuse me, the pt that i made wasnt exactly lame.
in fact, shu fang made the similar pt as me
but her examiners did not give her the shit my examiners gave me.

and my oral ended so abrupt.
it just felt so abrupt.
they din give a nice ending.
it didn even felt like it was going to end.
just suddenly, i found myself standing up after they asked me to go.

just wad exactly were the examiners trying to tell ppl?!
were they so stuck up becoz they wanted to intimidate us, to affect us?
maybe they had nv been students themselves before.
that's why they dun understand how we feel.

when they had time to wait for their next candidate,
they were all smiles.
i saw them laughing to each other.
POPPING SWEETS INTO THEIR MOUTHS.
YQ EVEN SAW A SMALL PIECE OF CAKE ON THE TABLE.
omg, they are so hypocritic that im feeling distressed abt human nature.
omg.
FAKERS.
they did it to put us down.
ok, so they win, becoz they achieved their agenda.
i was affected.

maybe they're frm YISHUN TOWN, the notorious self proclaimed best sch in the north zone.
they are so competitive it's disgusting.

looked as if she diao-ed me
cant believe a tcher can actually diao a student when they are seeing one another for the first time.

and then guess wad.
i met her at the bus stop.
and she actually had the nerve to ask me for directions.

"is there a bus i can take to np?"
and omg, how sweet she sounded.
she was sooo sweet that she must've been the sweetest lady i've ever came across.
"it's on the other side."
"oh, not here??"
"im not so sure."
i did not exactly look at her
and i was so expressionless and emotionless that u cld've killed me.
i shld've asked why she had to fake so much.
doesn it hurt?!!

and after this horrible episode,
i actually had to have a detestable china woman sit beside me on the bus.
ok, so i admit, im darn prejudiced against china ppl.
so wad, arrest me.
call me insensitive, insensible, childish.
wadever u want.
i just loathe china ppl.
their strangely accented mandarin makes me want to puke.
i didn usually allowed myself to show my dislike for them
but td was just such a bad day for me.
argh.

and i still hate my younger bro all the same.
he had done many many things to irritate me these few days.
my dislike for him has only been growing.