I SPENT THE PAST FEW DAYS DOING THE POLY ENROLMENT SHIT THING FOR MY BROTHER AND I AM VERY VERY ANGRY NOW BECAUSE I FEEL VERY STUPID HELPING HIM.
BUT IN ORDER NOT TO LET MY FATHER WORRY SO MUCH, I SHALL JUST BEAR WITH IT FOR A WHILE LONGER.
DAMN. MY BROTHER OWES ME BIG TIME NOW.
ANGRY!!

AND THIS MORNING WAS JUST LIKE SHIT LAH OKAY.
VERY ANGRY!
THERE'S REALLY A LIMIT TO EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO EXPLODE!
UNREASONABLE SHIT.

okay so despite everything, i still met up with seeinn at around 4pm. WTH WHEN I COULDVE MET UP WITH HER AT LIKE 2PM. went town and walked around. and then we decided to catch a movie!
at first we wanted MR. BEAN'S HOLIDAY cos i saw the trailer last night and i thought it was damn funny.
but then we had to settle for PATHFINDER cos the theatre was full.
and i think i liked PATHFINDER a lot.
it's actually very meaningful! like about this person trying to find out/prove his identity. and in doing so, he changed the destiny of many other people.
but the whole movie was damn violent i couldnt take it i think it shouldve been rated m18. even so i still find it very bothering. oh well. and yes, the male lead's very charismatic, in a way i guess. HAH.

i couldve went out with tong today.

im very tired now my vision is like blurring.
why do we still have school tmr :(


i think ive gotten a bit used to doing nothing except studying.
and i kinda like that. the feeling of finally getting down to some serious studying.
the feeling of finally realising how it really is like to prioritise.
so right now, to me, studying is everything.

i just want to stay at home.


things will have to take a turn soon!
it cant possibly continue to be so horrible any longer.