went to the library with jas today!
and spent 2 hours straight reading!
i havent gotten down to this much of reading ever since exams ended.
like seriously i think it's so funny!
after that we went to munch on munchie doughnuts.
and spent almost 1/2 the time complaining that:
1. we're both going broke soon
2. we're both still jobless
3. we have nothing to do
no actually she spent half the time complaining and i spent an equal half laughing at her.
well we're both kinda lazy and fussy about working but she's worse! HAHA
yeah but sooner or later we'll have to get down to some serious job - hunting.
that is if we want to continue contributing to the circular flow of income and the economy.
(HAHA hmmmm i havent used that in a while)
after that she left to meet her parents while i took a bus home.
BUT i didnt go home.
instead i went for a walk round my neighbourhood, the route i always took when i go running.
i was walking so slowly i swear if there was anyone behind me that person wouldve punched me from behind.
yeah i know that cos ive always wanted to punch people who walk damn slowly.

i used to walk very fast in the past, during the whole canoeing period to be exact.
like i'd forever have this sense of urgency and it makes me happy cos i'd feel all powerful and full of purpose.
and because during that period i seemed to be forever rushing for time.
rushing because being such a pig, i always woke up just in time, but late enough to make me have to rush so that i wont end up late for training.
rushing because we need to make training efficient.
rushing because i dont want to be late for school.
a large portion of my 2 years in jc involved rushing from one place to another, from this to that.
i am not exaggerating when i say that i always had to run out of my house every morning for every single training.
yeah cos in my 2 years of jc ive also realised that sleep is my greatest weakness.
i only give myself 20 mins to get ready for training.
and that includes:
1. time wasted in snoozing.
2. showering
3. if im unluckily enough i get diarrhoea early in the morning
4. gathering my stuff for training
5. stuffing a slice of bread into my mouth.
it's kinda exciting actually but also very tiring.
i cant imagine i did that before every training.
it's too tiring for me now. HAHA
which just goes to show that ive become freaking lazy!

ive digressed so much!
okay so i went for a walk around my neighbourhood.
and i was walking so slowly it's amazing
but it made me very, very happy!
plus i was listening to music!
so i was like contained in my own small (i mean big, considering my size. you shiok now, louis?) bubble!
the sky soon grew dark but instead of making me emo nemo,
i was just sucking in everything and enjoying myself!
i was nearly alone the whole time (nearly alone meaning occasionally there'd be people walking also)
and the stretch of pathway was like mine mine mine!
i felt so liberated and free of responsibility (for the time being)!
my havaianas is so comfortable it can take me anywhere and everywhere.

(photo from zoo)

HAHA and did i tell you im now listening to COMIC BOYZ?!!
yes! some cheesy chinese pop!
i cant believe im listening to chinese pop now!
it's so gross!
but since CHUANYI used to be part of COMIC BOYZ i'll make an exception.
(and ive liked him since his COMIC BOYZ days. HEH)

DONT EVER LISTEN TO CHINESE POP OKAY
it's really gross.
cannot stand their music scene.
what's with FAHRENHEIT (they cant sing at all)?
and SHOW LUO (whoever calls himself SHOW)?
and (omg) JOLIN (somebody please tell her she looks damn weird in all her concert costumes)?

the only person you can listen to is probably JAY CHOU.
HAHA
i havent gotten his latest album yet.
soon, i guess.

okay long post once in a while.
fun time criticising chinese pop acts.
HAHA i am such an oddball!

but im frigging loving everyday of my life now!
just doing whatever i feel like.
even if im just lazing around doing nothing.
cos i didnt had that luxury in the past.

but of course i dont just laze around doing nothing now.
i have books to read (i just bought harry potter and the deathly hallows NGYAHHAAWHAWWHAWHURHURHEEHEEWHOOWHOOWHOOOO!),
music to listen to,
time to go running,
time to go shopping,
time to sleep to my heart's content,
time to get in touch with the society (which also means working DUH).

now arent you jealous?