didnt i swear to take my studies seriously and promised to do consistent work?
yeah i probably sworn like a hundred times and promised a few thousand times
but 2 weeks before the prelims i still find myself struggling to finish revising all the syllabus.
im rubbish, really!
but i got to give myself more credit than that.... for trying to keep up with lectures... all along. the missing element was a vital sense of urgency. yes! this sense of urgency has to be more spread out throughout the year, and not concentrated only in the few weeks before prelims. yeah yeah im going so crazy im talking rubbish...
im not THAT stressed actually. THAT'S the thing that's bothering me. i SHOULD be stressed. it should hit me HARD.

hahahaha jasmine's hatching some CRAZY plans for tomorrow. hatching... like an egg... a massive one at that...
i dont know. im not really thinking... im lazy to think now. my brains are fried.
i do feel just a tiny bit richer recently.... from all the tuition... so itching to spend. very bad. it'd be better for all that extra cash to sit nicely in my savings account.

been very lucky to be able to chance upon THE NOTEBOOK by nicholas sparks in the library the other day. im already left with the final chapter and the book has yet to surprise me. i wonder if it will at all. i refuse to believe that this bestseller is just like that... there has got to be more more more! i will update here if it fascinated me with it's ending... or not. haha

yep so that's about all that's been happening in my life.
pre-prelims, tuition, crazy plans, caffeine, a lot of staying at home and going to the library, THE NOTEBOOK, ellen degeneres (cannot do w/o her show), stephenie meyer, stephenie meyer and more stephenie meyer. hahaha and after prelims it will be MORE MORE MORE STUDYING for the ACTUAL EXAMS, which will be in end may/june.