while cursing the rainwater for seeping into my sandals when i was walking home just now, i was enlightened by a thought that my mind randomly fabricated. i guess there's no better way to describe it. it went off like a lightbulb that was being switched on suddenly. funny that should happen, considering before that i was actually very bothered by the rainwater in my sandals.
i realised that everything happens in phases. nothing will stay the same forever. situations change. even the most familiar routines can change. and the thing is, phases pass.
this is just a phase.
whether it's good or otherwise it will be gotten over.
it's just a matter of time.
so, give it time. live the moment. and anticipate, about the good that will come after, or the bad that will soon go away.

i think this new understanding that ive established with myself applies to many areas of my life.
maybe im trying to reason with myself. but in any case, i was a happy girl when i got home after that :) at the end of the day, it's all about coming to terms with... the present state. i think.